My 1st and 2nd love............

When i was standard 4,i fall in love. The girl name is Chang Kar Mun...........she has a long hair,big eye and smaallllll cute mouth......she is skiny,not tall and not short.

I admire her for about 1 years.....at standard 5......i................hehe.(failed)During waiting for the scholl bell ring,i told her that i like her....she say 'oh'.....then i say it out(can i be ur bf).....then suddenly very quiet.A few minute later,she say she hav to think a bout it.....i said ok and i will wait.....I feel so happy suddenly...hahahahahaha.............

At recesssss,i went to canteen as usual.After finishing eating,Kar Mun come to my way with a group of girls....i so nervous....she say'zhen shin, i hav something to tell u'....i say ok....she tell me she dun like me,we can juz be friend and IM NOT HER CUP OF TEA....hahahaha.....my heart got many broken glass,juz like kiling me.Then the group of girl smile me so noob,i feel wan to cry...After that i cant cry.......(I HATE MYSELF)T.T

I begin to scared to fall in love.......and duno y i will cry easily when juz anyone (buli) me.....I become more noob and stupid...haih.......thats all,i will tell u my 2nd love next time..... bye........